5/10/2010

Fly Away Angel

Gram passed last night at 11:45. Mom says she went with a smile on her face. All I can say is it feels like part of my soul went with her. But I want my angel to fly away home. I want her to enjoy her rest. If there was anything I left unsaid it is this, "Gram, I love you so much, more than words can say. You were and will always be my strength and the better part of me. You will never leave my heart, and I promise to be everything you taught me to be. Nothing is forgotten. Rest well and know that I am not nor can I ever be mad at you. I am so deeply thankful for every moment we had together. Guide me and help me when you can and I promise to be the strong cowgirl you taught me to be."

9 comments:

D.Suplicki said...

I am so sorry for your loss. May your Gram fly high and rest in peace. My thoughts and blessings to her, yourself and your family.

Dirgesinger said...

I am so sad about this; but at the same time, I rejoice in the thought that She went smiling, and that means She has found her peace eternally. She is in the best of all places now, and watches You, guarding Your steps. You have not left anything unsaid; all words You wanted to say reach Her heart, I am sure.
My thoughts for Your family.

SpiritPhoenix said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending you healing and calming energy during this time.

Dirgesinger said...

This I dedicated to Your Grandma.

http://shadowedpaths.blogspot.com/2010/05/to-loved-one-who-passed.html

Sarita Rucker said...

I'm so sorry. My own grammie passed away last year, but I wasn't as close to her as you were to your gram.

Linda Medrano said...

I am so sorry for your loss. Still, I am happy that you were able to see her and talk to her just last week. I have a 17 year old grandson and he and I are the closest of anyone I know. I would never want him to grieve or suffer when I die. I would just want him to think of happy times we spent together. Love never dies, Sweetheart.

Nydia said...

I'm so sorry, sweetie. I know first-hand how hard it is to deal with close relatives' losses. But I could feel your strenght in your words, and I see you'll be okay. So beautiful you could share your lives!

Kisses and love from us.

The Wizardess epi said...

I'm sorry for your loss. From your post, though, I can see that you are taking solace in the right places...and you don't ever REALLY lose those that pass on. Take care.

Abigale Green said...

So sorry to hear about your loss. I loss my Grams 12 years ago and miss her still. But you are right, she will never leave your heart, and she will guide you in your life. Blessings to you.